WOW!!!i didn't update at all!!!! now everything is just so confusing.....i just finished my exams and hopefully i'll be able to pass 2 out of 4 haha....that's my aim!!! haha well for asessment i did really badly...so this time i have get better results...haha anyways i have this musical drama in my school to take care of..It's like everything's is just falling apart...i mean no one wants to cooperate and if this doesn't go well my head will be totally chop off by madam voon....I'm really trying and it's like everyone just don't seems to care...for goodness sake, this is everyone's responsibility...i just hope tommorow as it will be our first rehersal i hope everyone listens to me(fingers cross)...Audition is like next monday and we haven't started anything yet and i just wish we can pass and everyone cooperates....the time when i asked to have meeting it was so hard to even talk to them...they even want to listen, some even came late....luckily i had danielle to help me...so thanks to her they listened...tommorow wil be the dancing practice so hopefully it will be done tommorow...

school is just so complicated right now...i can't wait for it to be over actually...with all this and plus the things that are going on with my family...hrmmm i don't think i can even think for one second with all these problems that just keeps building up each day...the burglars just keeps coming and coming to my home...they broke into my dad's shop for 3 times already....and the third time was just last friday...that was really scary...there was 4 guys that try to break into my dad's shop...but they failed cause we caught them in time...they did it around 5 o'clock....my dad went down to see what happened and he wanted to go to the police and he did but on his way he bumped into 4 of them near yoshi corner....and they try to block my dad and they even threw stones towards the car...my dad drove off and it hit one of the guy by accident...so my dad went to make a report of the break in plus bout the accident but he wasn't sure whether he did but my dad assumes that he did....so after that it was okie until in the morning they came back and they smashed my car the old camri...it was wow!!! i think that describes it...i have a picture of it so i'll post it the next time... they smashed in during the day and there's like people working...i don't understand how the workers is so stupid..they can just look and didn't do anything...it just doesn't make sense... so now my dad is kind of worried so he asked my uncle to stay with in case anything happened...i'm glad my uncle came too....but i know everything is going to be okay...haha

i'm just confuse with my dad now...today he was so fierce and angry at me and my mum...we both just felt that it was weird because no one done anything...so it's just have this feeling that he is keeping something from us...well he has changed this year...i don't know daddy anymore...is like when my mum and I came back from the barber he actually locked his room door so we were kinna of confused why he did that but i guess maybe it's just an accident...i just miss my dad...

oh yeah...we had a party for caleb yesterday as it was his birthday...it was fun fun fun fun!!! haha he loved it!!! i'm really happy we did that for him...the surprise was stupid haha everyone hide and me and sam was trying to light the candle and by that time caleb and his siblings were standing there looking at us all confused...haha and then we both just laughed and laughed and then we just send surprise hahaha it was stupid but funny so yeah haha hope this is his best birthday ever....haha HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CALEB!!!!!!!:)

i have loads of pictures to update so i will update it soon ..when i get the pictures...good luck for me tommorow....hopefully my musical drama goes well and my exam results is not bad...haha fingers cross!!! hearts beating!! haha let's see!!!!